A searing feeling pierces through my heart,
My insides it seems to tear apart.
The sensation, ineffable, can’t be conveyed,
The hurt it causes, simply can’t be frayed.
A sudden sensation starting from stomach,
And then it keeps going up and up.
Finally it reaches the heart and rips it,
Into tiny parts as if by a bulldozer it got hit.
I know my pattern, I know it’ll follow,
And then it’ll leave me to bellow.
Yet I continue to commit the same deed,
To any warnings, I fail to pay heed.
I have not an iota of idea why I do this,
When I know it’ll make my heart dehisce.
Spicy, acidic food I keep eating,
And with pyrosis, my heart keeps burning.